I'll take a drink,
to give me time,
to think.
about everything
that could be wrong
'tween
me, and you
what would, I do?
if this , maybe that
should,
go astray
if I act,
a certain way,
would you
still ,
want to stay?
and what if you say,
what I think,
you could?
what my mind
conjures up,
in the
dead,
of the night
take my breath,
close my lips,
take you far,
from my sight.
what if's,
could maybe's
but probably will,
never be's
is what I
feed on,
relunctantly,
thrive on
but really don't
aspire,
to strive on.
Detrimental,
void sentimental
imagination,
x ten
don't
want,
to go through this,
same nonsense,
again
Stop!
stare blank,
and
Give
an inward,
wink
I'll take a drink,
to give me time
to
Think......
Christine 02.14.08

p.s. I'm not bummed out, or upset or anything negative. Just got a racing mind tonight, is all, and when it's racing as it is, it's best to indulge the clutter by way of the type written word.