Experimentation

'cause the phone,
don't ring
and it's silent
like never before and
I thought I was comfortable,
with that
but I'm not.
a different chapter,
perhaps?
a
natural, progression
or was I just trying
to talk myself
into the oblique,
inevitability
'cause I miss,
the way
it was
and is it
still
just in, another
form?
and you are,
still
close,
enough to feel
in the distance,
surreal and
small
you are
here
but
am I losing,
you?
Chrissie 10.01.05